I don't know how to say it in words but i got a lot of things to say. Why am i feeling this way ? I could handled it all along in the past year and why the heck am i feeling this way now? C'mon Aikel you did it once and you can do it again! Damn i very disappointed with myself now .


Well , i was happy first thing in a morning because it was mother's day . Then when it came to night? I broke my guitar tuning peg , damn no playing of new guitar till i get it fixed . Well i can't used my savings because i told myself it should be touch! And replacing tuning pegs is not cheap. I wanted to ask my parents for sponsorship but im just too shy to ask you see . Too much money for school books i ask them.