Haha , my blog is so dead . Had been inactive in everything lately due to school . I applied DPA already so wish me luck for it ! I really hope im shortlisted for the interview !!

So june holiday had started for some . Im still having school and its intensive ! 8-6pm everyday . All we do is study . And break time is shorten to 30mins ? I still got my chem to do later on :(

Today was sport fiesta ! My class won 1st for floorball and captain ball! Something we aim for this year yeay!

I get my results back today . It was atrocious . Well that the tradition of an exam , just going to try my best to stay on the game . Totally disappointed in my English . Well there is an improvement in my tense .

Sometimes i just feel not appreciated anymore you see . I just dunno how to express it but keep it to myself . People are taking huge advantage of me . I don't know maybe it is just karma . Well , why the fuck am i feeling this way . I start to care about things nowadays . I don't know what is wrong with me :(

I don't know how to say it in words but i got a lot of things to say. Why am i feeling this way ? I could handled it all along in the past year and why the heck am i feeling this way now? C'mon Aikel you did it once and you can do it again! Damn i very disappointed with myself now .


Well , i was happy first thing in a morning because it was mother's day . Then when it came to night? I broke my guitar tuning peg , damn no playing of new guitar till i get it fixed . Well i can't used my savings because i told myself it should be touch! And replacing tuning pegs is not cheap. I wanted to ask my parents for sponsorship but im just too shy to ask you see . Too much money for school books i ask them.

Its the end of mid year but it is not the end of O level . Mane ntah itu princess menghilangkan diri? Kesian die sakit ! If your reading this cakeface ! GET WELL SOON !! I need to Tango you asap!!! Monday might watch The Avengers with classmate :)

I just dunno what to do. Nevermind .